Anonymous asked: I was bullied for 8 years. Mentally and physically. I started self harming when I was 11 years old and I'm now 15. The bullying has stopped, but I still self harm. I hate myself. I have had so many suicidal thoughts over the years. I have always been close to my mum, but she has no idea. A few days ago she found a blood soaked cloth in my room and ask me what it was. I lied. Lying to her hurts me so much. I think I may be bipolar/depressed. But when I asked her she laughed at me. What do I do?
Your Mum is like my Mum.
I tried telling her how I felt once, weeks/months ago.
I tried explaining to her, and she said “what are you, an emo? Are you going to start self harming?” In like, a reeally sarcastic way.
It really hurt, actually. I mean she always claims that I can talk to her about anything, but she is literally the shittest person in the world to talk to.
You know what I do? Hold it all in, all day, from the second I get up, and let it all go at night on tumblr.
I have no interest in telling anyone close to me, it’s useless.
So, with that, I honestly couldn’t tell you the best thing to do because I am still hurting. Unless I’m talking to someone cool or on tumblr. x
